Wednesday, August 05, 2009


yesterday i was remarkably transparent.

today i was difficult to read.

similar crowd. no drastic change of environment.


he used to tell me

"you're consistently inconsistent"

back then, i honestly believed that i had masterfully set aside all of my good JUST for him.

wanting to be both perfectly supportive and cute at all times.

looking back, i can only come to two conclusions:

1. i was so disconnected from my insides that i didn't recognize disappointment from adoration.


2. he was a soothsayer...

or maybe its #3...
i was young and open.
and he got me for who i was.
who i am.
who i was.
who i am.

it continues...

it ALWAYS continues.

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