yesterday i was remarkably transparent.
today i was difficult to read.
similar crowd. no drastic change of environment.
....
he used to tell me
"you're consistently inconsistent"
back then, i honestly believed that i had masterfully set aside all of my good JUST for him.
wanting to be both perfectly supportive and cute at all times.
looking back, i can only come to two conclusions:
1. i was so disconnected from my insides that i didn't recognize disappointment from adoration.
or
2. he was a soothsayer...
........
(mumbling)
or maybe its #3...
i was young and open.
and he got me for who i was.
who i am.
who i was.
who i am.
........
it continues...
it ALWAYS continues.
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