if i wake up and i'm surrounded by sunflowers....i just might feel better.
this is a clue that i will survive today.
i love it when i turn my head to the left.
i am then staring at these rows and rows of calming green stalk.
no matter how i may shift or move, everything obediently
grows around me.
my being here doesn't inconvenience anyone or anything.
they prefer that i'm here.
and i am grateful...to be chosen as someone's preference encourages me to live.
so i come here to lay.
yellow. brown. black. and green.
the blue sky serves as the perfect canvas for
my sunflowers to lay against.
the wet, bug infested soil that i press against doesn't even bother me.
it's all odd...i know.
but i need all of this to breathe.
breathing is a choice.
this place helps me to make my decision.