8 women that i love...are now pregnant.
at first it was exciting, but as the numbers grew, it became a bit alarming. i had never known so many pregnant women, at once, and everyone between the ages of 18-30. it is so interesting how women take on the traits of who they share company with...as a result, i am too pregnant.
i know for a fact that something is growing inside me. this now consumes my thoughts, i envision our future and everything that is to come. i can't say that i'm overly confident, but i am 100% hopeful. it kind of concerns me that i am not overly confident, but he told me "KNOW that failure is never an option". and i do know this. the realm of the unknown is just so ... big. my thoughts shift daily. i often lose focus, and get off track. i am truly uncomfortable. uncertain. and for this to be coming from me, i oddly feel as though i, myself am not completely involved (weird, i know).
i will prepare
i will commit
i will study
so i move forward
"everyone should carefully observe which way his heart draws him, and then choose that way with all his (or her) strength" -hasidic saying
i choose to move towards being an independent stylist.
get website in order
why does this stick with me so tough?
...figure it out.
the art of the start