i absolutely HATE these moments.
i am angry at myself for not trusting myself...
and allowing someone to talk me out of myself.
i feel prisoner to proceeding in this direction...
because my mind won't swell up to think differently:
offer me alternatives
i want to bow out gracefully.
my dignity is important.
...as is my reputation.
i've changed my mind
i've remembered my intuition
but now i'm in it.
how do i get back out?
(tick tock tick tock)