Wednesday, December 03, 2008

distractions...

being hated
is a new territory for me and i do not like it.
not one bit.

proaction vs reaction

i pray that this doesn't lift until i learn the
lesson that i am supposed to learn. (come onnnn lesson)

***i don't wanna react to someone else's movement.
i just want to move.
that's realistic...i mean, that makes sense...right?

is that dangerous thinking?
or healthy?

.....
i am utterly confused. (are you really confused pam?)
eh...
i just know that i can't wallow here too long.
i physically moved...now my thoughts must follow.

adulthood is a trip.

1 comment:

teresa said...

i get the proaction vs reaction, but my thought is this:
we do not live in separate bubbles unto ourselves. we heavily depend on interaction, so accept reaction, too. because invention is great, but innovation can be amazing, dig? we all affect one another, so don't let just anybody throw a stone in your pond, but riding a few of their ripples is okay.

adulthood is a trip, indeed. please fasten your seat belts.