she made me cry.

it was random.

we wandered into a promotion for his new book.

"the hardest (working) man in showbiz"

ron jeremy's animated voice served as the soundtrack for our scene.

jenna jameson...charlie sheen...never
paying for sex...heidi's girls...30+ year career...

we joined in laughter at his crude anecdotes.

we halfway listened to the insightful questions from the followers of his work.

we sat in awe when he spoke of the first time he kissed his very own penis.

....wow.

as she began to speak, i stopped hearing him.
i shared space with a porn star only to talk about love.
clever.

i asked her how her weekend was.
and she told me.

.......

selflessness. +. adventure.

it is so easy.
to strictly capture the good from people.
to take their wit.
beauty.
talent.
brilliance.
boldness.
faith....

and to not even engage in their stupidity.
unhealthiness.
cruelty.
laziness.
defiance.
arrogance.

it's a choice to acknowledge everything about somebody.
when you choose not to ignore the stuff no one enjoys,
then you really care.

a lot of folks really care for me.
i'm thankful.

she really has love for him.

...

if my every interaction is an exchange...
then nothing will feel like a waste of time.

today ended perfectly.
i learned.
due to an exchange.

and i am so happy.
really.