i feel sick.

georgia lost my absentee ballot.
...i really want to blow something up.


like, forreal.


i told my sister that tomorrow, for the rest of my life i will lie.
i will tell my grand children how early in the morning i got up to vote.
how i was the very first person in line.
how i prayed and gave thanks to my ancestors for that very moment prior
to submitting my ballot.
and how i cried as i exited the threshold of the voting site.

i will lie.

.....

i hate this system.

like, forreal.