an aura pillow.(or just a better attitude)

so last night i was speaking with God about my boyfriend. we covered quite a bit...

from that exchange...he should've had an awesome day today.

........

i need to exercise.
parts of my spirit are too reactionary.
bounce. deflect. dodge.
pain, resistance, criticism, evasion, rudeness, distance.

i must own my energy.
hone in.

in my head it looks like a bunch of invisible layers of
love, peace, patience, comfort, quietness, and respect
all cushioning around my epidermis.

outside stuff really needs to take longer to penetrate.
less leaks.
less frequently.

........

minding my business.