dames.

26 looks good.

feels eh...

definitely looks good.

slowwww down

its such a frustrating feeling when i cannot calm

down my overactive mind when my body is ready

to rest.

-if i haven't yet received my final answer

-if i can't see the next scene

-if i don't understand his reaction

-if i don't understand my story

i have to mentally repeat

breathe in

breathe out

breathe in

breathe out

....

this mind of mine is experiencing a new phase.

when you don't follow your spirit

you walk into trouble.

i absolutely HATE these moments.

i am angry at myself for not trusting myself...

and allowing someone to talk me out of myself.

i feel prisoner to proceeding in this direction...

because my mind won't swell up to think differently:

offer me alternatives

i want to bow out gracefully.

my dignity is important.

...as is my reputation.

i've changed my mind

i've remembered my intuition

but now i'm in it.

how do i get back out?

(tick tock tick tock)

stuck

we drank haitian rum with lemon juice.

its now time to go to sleep.

i expect to feel better in the morning.

he is running full steam...

its his time.



cheers to kehinde.

MY FAVE BY FAR!

she has good vision from pamela shepard on Vimeo.

i literally just got back

kizzy.riverhead.peaches.submercer.longislandcity.barricou.fortgreene.condo.meetingtime.newpaltz.rockclimbing.

in 3 days....

this city is exhausting.